I sat in my car for a bit as I tried to calm my mood. I felt like a hurricane this morning and couldn’t stop thinking about our kiss last night. Akim pulled away, though, I thought as I headed to the elevators.
That had to imply that he knew and agreed it was a bad decision, right? I glanced up at the elevator roof as the doors closed. Yes, he knew it was the worst idea ever, so he pulled back. I had to concentrate on my goals. Getting involved with him was the worst thing I could do if I wanted to build a career.
Stepping out onto the top floor, I grabbed the messages from the receptionist. I was angry at myself. How could I have given in so easily, forgetting my goal in the process?
Kissing him wouldn’t get me to my goal of turning things around and becoming his boss. It may well have the opposite effect and leave me the subordinate. Shaking my head as I entered the office, I knew I couldn’t afford to make any more mistakes.
Akim wasn’t in the office as we had an early meeting; he was waiting in the boardroom. I placed down my bag and grabbed the notes for the presentation before heading to the boardroom. Most of the members had already arrived.
I had some tea and spoke to a couple of them as we waited for the last ones to arrive. The last two members came in together. I waited for them to be seated before starting. Akim and I gave the presentation together, as usual.
We also had two back-to-back meetings following the presentation. Which I felt ended well, as we got two new projects lined up.
As soon as the meeting that followed the presentation was over, Akim headed back to his office. I walked with the investors and saw them out. Once I knew everyone had left and there would be no interruptions, I marched back to his office.
I was determined to clear up the mistaken kiss. Placing my hands on my hips, I stormed in. Stopping before his desk, I spoke in as calm a tone as I could muster. “Can you give me a minute?”
Akim rose from his desk, walked around to the filing cabinet, opened the drawer, and placed the paper he was holding in a file. I turned to watch him move. “Can’t you see I’m a little busy? Don’t you also have work to do?” he replied without even turning or looking at me.
“I have also been busy, overly busy. I have not even had time for a break. So, I am asking you to give me a minute of your time. Just listen to me!” I spat at him angrily.
He closed the drawer, turned slowly, and leaned back against the cabinet. Folding his arms across his chest, Akim sighed. “Okay, go ahead then,” he uttered.
Standing with my hands still on my hips, I spoke in a slow, clear tone. “I have been waiting to tell you that what happened between us meant nothing. It was a mistake that would not be repeated ever! Do you understand?”
Akim grinned, rubbed his chin, and shook his head lightly. “What happened? What are you talking about?” he asked.
“Oh, you know full well what I am talking about! Don’t come playing innocent or forgetful!” I huffed as he started walking towards me. His strides were slow but long. His eyes appeared to sparkle, and his grin made my stomach turn.
Softly, Akim shook his head as he spoke. “I don’t seem to recall,” he said.
“The kiss!” I spat at him, moving back. “The kiss was a mistake. It didn’t mean anything and would never happen again. There is nothing between us, and it can never be! Do you understand me?” I asked loudly, moving back some more.
I felt something behind me preventing me from getting farther away. Glancing back, I noticed I was up against his table. As I looked back at Akim, he was merely inches away. My gaze landed on his broad chest. My heart jumped into my throat, and my lungs felt like they were collapsing on me.
Breathing in slowly, trying to calm my nerves. He was too close for comfort. I was unable to form a single word or move. I felt frozen. The air around me was suddenly filled with a strong, musky odor. It overwhelmed my senses, filling my mind with images I would rather not have seen.
Slowly, I lifted my head, and my gaze moved from his chest to his chin. Looking up at him, our eyes met. A wild, intense sensation spread through my body. I felt paralyzed, my legs wouldn’t move, and finding my breath seemed impossible.
My body craved his touch. My lips burned, remembering his tender kiss. As my mind wandered, I felt all control leaving me as Akim pressed up against me. My pussy started throbbing. It was a sensation I had never felt before as heat rose within me.
Akim placed his hands on the desk beside me. His face was so close, I dared not move. I feared that our lips would brush against each other if I did. His strong, muscular odor invaded my mind. “I will leave you alone if this is not something you want,” he whispered.
I could feel his hot breath on my skin. It made me tingle inside. “We can’t do this. We work together,” I whispered back, trying my best to keep control of my emotions. “Isn’t it against company policies? Besides, I am sure it’s not a good idea…” Before I could continue, his lips were on mine.
Closing my eyes, I felt all my worries and fears melting away. Without stopping, I felt his hands closing on my hips. Akim lifted me and placed me on his desk. Gently, he pushed my legs apart and moved in closer.
I knew it was a bad idea, but I couldn’t stop. I wanted his touch and his kiss. His hands moved to my knees and then up my thighs. My skin felt like it was on fire, but cold at the same time. It tingled under his soft touch.
There was no explanation for the feelings rushing through me as his hands moved higher and higher. Placing my hands behind me on the desk, I breathed in hard. Akim kissed my neck, and I felt my body shaking lightly.
Wrapping my arms around his neck, I kissed him harder. I wanted more of him, as much as I could absorb. As we seemingly tried devouring each other, I felt his hands closing behind me. In one swift move, he pulled me to the edge of the desk.
I could feel him pumping against my pussy. I shook lightly as my body reacted of its own accord. My pussy was warm and wet. Our lips parted as he lifted my leg to his shoulder. Breathing out hard, I stared deep into his eyes.
His hand moved slowly to my panties. Breathing in sharply, I felt my heart stop for a second. Suddenly, the phone rang. For a moment, it felt like it was ringing inside my head. Akim lowered my leg and let go as he moved around to answer his phone.
Standing, I straightened my skirt and rushed out of his office. I headed down the hall to the bathroom. Entering, I closed the door and leaned back against it, trying to catch my breath.
Grabbing hold of my chest, I felt the fire raging through my body. Desire burned through me like wildfire. What was he doing to me? Why did I have this intense lust driving me mad every time I got close to him?
Closing my eyes, I leaned my head back against the door as I gently caressed my lips. He tasted so good, like an ocean of honey flowing over my lips. I craved more, but knew this wasn’t what I wanted. It wasn’t why I came here. I had to stay focused on my mission.
Sinking to the floor, I shook my head lightly. What was happening to me? Why couldn’t I get a handle on these feelings? I knew I had to, but didn’t know how.
Getting up, I rinsed my face and looked in the mirror. “No!” I said to the woman, looking back at me. “Enough, you must get a grip on these feelings, or they will bring you down.”
I rinsed my face again and decided to head home. Our meetings were done, and I could catch up on the projects, plans, and other things from home. I didn’t need to be here right now, I told myself as I headed back to the office.
Entering the office, I was relieved to see Akim was still on the phone. I quickly gathered what I would need and headed out. Stopping at the receptionist, I glanced back before speaking. “Let him know I’m not feeling well. I’ll work from home. He can send me an email if he needs something specific, okay?”
She nodded as she wrote down what I said. Satisfied with the message that I left, I went home. I needed a relaxing bath and a warm meal. I felt sure it would calm all these crazy emotions I was experiencing. Plus, it would give me time to refocus my mind.
