I could feel my face heating as I blushed. I felt slightly ashamed for not telling him before we started. Yet, I craved him and wanted him to be my first. Staring into his eyes, my desire and need for him intensified. I let my gaze drift over his body.
Looking straight at him again, I replied softly. “I am, but it’s not an issue.” The look on his face was one of horror. Akim pulled back. He sat up, turning his back on me. I took hold of his arm, fearing he might run for the hills.
I knew he wanted me. I could see the desire in his eyes every time we kissed. The bulge in his pants hadn’t gone down either, so he still wanted this. I couldn’t understand why being a virgin was such an issue.
He sighed deeply, glancing back at me. “I’m sorry for being so rough.”
“No, Akim,” I said, getting onto my knees and moving closer. “You didn’t do anything wrong.”
“Yes, I did,” he huffed, turning to me. “I was hard on you and that wasn’t right. Your first time should be special. You must save yourself for the person you love.”
“But what if I want it to be you?” I replied, placing my hand on his shoulder.
He shifted back. “No, it shouldn’t just be anyone who has turned you on. It’s an important part of a woman.”
Frowning at him, I couldn’t help but wonder what his problem was. Glancing down, I could see he was still turned on. Not wanting him to leave, I got up and sat on his lap, closing my legs around his waist.
Akim tried to protest, but I held tightly. “Akim,” I said softly. “It’s mine to give, isn’t it, so it is my choice, right?”
He pulled my legs, trying to push me off. He was breathing slowly and deeply. I felt sure he was trying to calm himself. But I didn’t want him to calm down. I wanted him all worked up for me.
“Zhen,” he said, breathing out hard. “This isn’t a decision you should be making hastily or halfheartedly.”
He let go of my legs, placing his hands next to him. I could see he was frustrated as he clenched and released his hand. He was trying very hard to calm down.
I didn’t want to hear him speaking this way when he clearly wanted me as much as I wanted him. Knowing he was putting up such a fight made me crave him even more. Looking at the strain on his face, I realized I wanted him completely out of control.
Shifting on his lap, I wrapped my arms around his neck. Leaning in, I pulled him towards me. I could feel him pulling back, resisting me. I stopped pulling and fell towards him. He fell back onto the bed, and our lips met.
I moved quickly before he could change his mind. I slipped my hand down his chest to the treasure trove I actually wanted. My fingers wrapped around his still-hard cock. “Oh, baby,” I whispered, moving my hand in slow circles.
It was warm and heavy in my hand. I had never felt one before, but it felt good. I could see he was stunned and struggling to keep his focus. Leaning in, I kissed him again. But this time, I stuck my tongue into his mouth.
He tasted slightly like musk candy, which was intriguing. He was breathing heavily but had not moved. Moving my hand up a tad, I felt the tip and closed my fingers over it.
Akim sat up sharply as if someone had pushed a stick up his ass. I wanted to laugh, but there wasn’t any time as he stood up, holding me in his arms. He turned to the bed and gently flung me onto it.
The small groan that escaped his lips drove my desire deeper. Smiling at him, I spoke seductively as I licked my lips. “I want you to be my first. Take my virginity, I give it to you.”
I watched him fighting his demons as he bent over and gripped the bed sheets. I wiggled myself down towards him. Pushing my legs in below him, I slithered until I was looking up into his eyes. I was in an awkward position, but it wasn’t uncomfortable.
My ass was barely on the bed as my feet touched the ground. I balanced myself so I wouldn’t plop down on the floor, as that would just be embarrassing. My arms were hooked around his hands. Reaching up, I placed my hands on his shoulders.
I felt the muscles tense and release. He was still fighting with himself. “It’s okay, you can let go,” I whispered, playing with his ear. I knew his self-control was slipping as I felt his thumbs moving on my arms.
“I want this,” I said, placing my hands around his neck and pulling him towards me.
Our lips were inches apart when he spoke. “We shouldn’t.”
Feeling his hot breath touching my lips, I wanted to scream at him. “But I want to, I want you,” I said instead.
Before I knew what was happening, he had given in. He picked me up and carefully moved me higher. He moved with me and pinned me to the bed. My arms were stretched out to the sides, and he held my wrists.
He came down hard as he kissed me. I closed my eyes as our tongues fought for control. Lying down on top of me, I felt him thrusting into me. I breathed out hard into his mouth. As I opened my eyes, I met his. I could see the frustration in them as he pulled up, propping himself on one arm.
He traced a line down my cheek into my neck with his fingers. Then he moved down over my breasts, and my body ached. My breathing was heavy as he moved his fingers between my legs.
I opened them so he could have unrestricted access. Akim made small circles around my pleasure spot as he leaned in, sucking on my breast. I felt my body shake as pleasure ran through all my senses. “Oh, baby,” I moaned, wanting him to take me.
He lowered his head between my legs. As he sucked on my pleasure spot, he pinched my nipples. I felt electrified as my body shook from the pleasure filling me. My moans became louder, and I bit down on my lower lip.
Akim sat up and moved his hands up and down my body. “You are an amazing woman,” he huffed between deep breaths. I loved the fact that he worshiped my body. He kissed me all over, nipping my skin every now and then. I let out soft screams of pleasure as he did it.
He went down on me again. This time he fucked me with his tongue. I couldn’t keep my hips nailed to the bed as I felt my body vibrating. After a while, he pulled back and smiled at me. I felt his fingers playing in the opening. I was soaking wet down there.
Feeling his fingers sliding into me, I closed my eyes and bit my lip. There was a slight pinching feeling, and then it was over. As he moved in and out of me slowly, I felt my pussy tightening.
He shifted so he could suck on my nipple as he moved faster. I placed my hand on his back, caressing him. I felt my body starting to shudder. Akim pulled his finger out and moved it between my legs.
He kissed me and then whispered in my ear. “Just relax. If it hurts, tell me, and we can stop.” His breath smelled of coffee and whiskey, and I loved it. He lifted his middle, and when he lowered himself, I could feel his throbbing head pressing against my opening. I placed my hands around his neck.
“I’m going to move in,” he whispered into my mouth as he kissed me. Akim pushed into me very slowly. Once he was fully in, I let out a moan. “Oh, beautiful,” he breathed out in a husky tone as he pushed his upper body up on his arms. “You’re so tight, so magical.”
He moved his hips slowly. Closing my eyes, I absorbed every movement. My body had never felt so heightened, so alive. My breathing had become jagged. I lifted my legs and wrapped them around him. I wanted to ask him to give me more, but all I could get out was, “more.”
Akim smiled tenderly at me as he started increasing the pace. I felt him hitting the sweet spot and moaned louder. As he moved faster, my mind went blank as pleasure took over. I loved the feeling of having him fully emerge into me.
My moaning took on a life of its own as desire drove my body. With every thrust, I felt a shiver run down my body. I felt like I was floating as I orgasmed. My pussy was pumping like a watermill. I screamed out with pleasure. Breathing was hard as my lungs felt empty.
He grunted as he released. He felt his hot liquid filling me up. I smiled as another moan escaped my lips. Akim rolled off and lay down next to me. He was breathing hard. Turning on my side, I placed a hand on his chest. He pulled me closer and wrapped his arms around me.
We lay there like that without saying a word. As I felt sleep calling, I cuddled closer to him, loving the feel of his hot body against mine. I no longer desired to take over and become his boss. I now wanted to work with him in harmony. He accepted me, even praised me for what I had accomplished. I loved it.
